The path I chose...
So many years have passed since I saw you last… I hardly remembered those deep and lonely eyes… Like a shadow you disappeared when the night crept in.. When darkness engulfed me. Long forgotten the memories became, but When the sun rose Scared was I to unlock what my heart locked so long ago. Broken I felt, as i was lost in what is… Too busy to face what was… Not...
Ghost of Who I Used to Be
Every night in the mirror I see, a ghost of who I used to be. Filled with love and laughter that died long ago. A reflection of bitterness, loneliness, and pain now appear before me. Most days I float on by, running below the radar With a fake smile on my face, While deep inside wishing for rain So that masked tears may fall. Every night in the mirror I see, a ghost of who I used to be. Filled...
Feb 6th- Thoughts
I’m sitting here listening to the music of my past and I reminisce about the past. I am realizing all of the things I took for granted in the past. Friends, family, faith. If it were not for these I would not be where I am today. So to the past… this is for you. Step by step we walk through life treading upon the words and desires of of time that has long passed. Some never...
my life has not gone the way that I planned it to go. I’ve hit a really tough bump in my life, and I’m feeling lost. But over this weekend I realized I can’t let that get me down. I’ll get back on track some how, and eventually.
Love is not all about giving, or all about taking. It is a balance of giving and taking. It goes far beyond compromising. It stems from being able to empathize and understand.
Marriage... A fusion of lives or a new life?
A dear friend of mine recently tied the knot. The pastor at their wedding ceremony spoke of a fusion of two lives, inseparable like lemon juice and water. This concept, though ideal, in many relationships doesn’t work. This concept allows you to take with you your selfish desires and needs and combine it with your partner’s life; therefore, not giving up anything. I believe that...
Forever Missing You
Your smile and odd sense of humor we can no longer see nor feel. Your friendship, your voice No longer a part of our lives. We can pretend you are still here among us, bringing light to our lives We can try to replace, try to forget but you are unforgettable, irreplaceable. That day pain struck our hearts knowing it is you… we can no longer see it is you… we can no longer feel. We grow old, as...
Photographs of a Dented Heart
A scrapbook lies before me, filled with memories that have passed. I sit here staring, wishing, wondering… why… As I gaze upon my wall, pieced together by photographs, a reflection of my past flashes before me… I remember what I choose not to feel. Piece by piece this wall, these photographs, reveal fragments of my broken life, of my shattered heart, of my shadowed dreams. Vulnerable I...